You want me to do what?!
I had an appointment with my acedemic advisor today. Techsis keeps yelling at me about filing my intent to graduate. My intent to graduate! do you hear that?!?! Im close to graduating. Well I didnt believe it either. I made the appointment under the pretense that I needed to fill out my minor information and get all that paper work turned in. I walk into her office, sit down, tell her that I have an appointment at 10 she looks at her calandar and says "Pam?" I respond with a yes and we are off. I tell her that I finally decided on a minor, philosophy, and I needed to get all my forms filled out, she said "well I kinda figured that when I looked at the classes you are takin this semester and I already filled out this degree plan for you." I look down at the degree plan, expecting to see like 4 pages worth of classes that I still need to take and instead I see one page, not even filled all the way out. I have 2 full semesters and then the summer.....thats it? I will be done with school in a year? and this strange feeling, a combination of fear, excitment and euphora, wash over me. I will be a college graduate in a year. I have spend my whole life trying to get out of school and now that it is this close I almsot dont want to have to leave it. What do you do after you graduate college? How do you find a job? What is being a "grownup" really like? In all reality Im so scared shitless by this sudden realization that I have to get on with real life. I feel that by finally graduating college I have to buck up and become an adult but I dont really wanna and its not only that I dont wanna, but I dont know how either.
Saturday, October 29, 2005
Thursday, October 13, 2005
One love, One hundred reasons
so since everybody else has some sort of list, and my friend ang is starting her "100 facts about me list", I thought I would start mine off with
1. I conform, I can only do it if someone else is doing it
2. Currently most of the clothes I buy are drap green...I think I look good in it
3. When I start feeling unoriginal I dye my hair
4. Im going to school, trying to obtain a degree in English with a specialization in creative writing
5. I want one day to live in the two story four bedroom, white picket fence with 2.4 kids american dream
6. I have only worked one job my entire life and Im starting on year 4
7. Im ALWAYS TIRED....never am I not tired
8. I lllloooooooove me some movies...I could not do anything all day except watch movies and eat and I would feel like I have accomplished something
9. I believe that homosexuals should be allowed to marry
10. I have this thing where I cant stand the way it sounds or feels when two things rub togther
11. I hate it when my bed sheets are messed up, like corners off the mattress or the top sheet is sideways, pillows in the wrong places...Im very anal when it comes to my bed sheets
12. I have a bald headed fetish
13. I loooove Bruce Willis
14. I seriously think that my day of birth is one of the most important days out of the entire year, and I think it is justifiable to say so
15. I think that ketchup is the best condement
16. I love my iPod and it is an old school one....cause Im hardcore
17. I hate telemarketers, and like I know they are just doing their jobs but seriously...I hate them and I think it is funny when david fucks with them....I dont have the balls(metaphorically speaking) to do stuff like that
18. I love target. If you cant find it at target then you probably dont need it.
19. I am an animal lover.
20. I name stray animals and become emotionally attatched and then I get really upset when I cant take them in, I usually cry
21. I like cold weather, but not rainy and I hate the snow...I just like it cold
22. I understand that people are entitled to their own opinions but I think that most peoples opinions are stupid and wrong
23. Our country could have done so much better than Dubya
24. I am a sunglasses whore....I love sunglasses
25. I like to touch Ang
26. My favorite band of all time is incubus
27. Im very OC about public restrooms, I can use any stall in a public restroom except the 3rd, 5th or 7th
28. I really want to become a vegetarian but I like meat...waaaaaay to much
29. I want to move to San Francisco, New Orleans, New York, or South France
30. I feel too grown up at 21
31. I want a bird, like a parrot, that can talk to me. I think that would be really cool
32. I hate that we have reached the point in our relationship where he feels comfortable farting in front of me
33. I got braces, for the first time when I was 19
34. Im getting them off at age 21
35. When Im writing, I keep either a dictionary website open or an actual dictionary because Im a horrible speller and I use the same words over and over
36. I mix up numbers, like you tell me the adress is 3154 and I will remember it as 1345...yeah it gets confusing
37. I think I deserve to win the lottery cause there is alot of stuff that I really want to buy
38. I would also give some of the money to charity
39. I wish me and my sister were closer
40. I spend entirely too much time in front of the tv, it was the best babysitter I ever had
41. I really dont see the point in showering everyday, so I dont
42. Customers bug me
43. I had a ring worm growing on my arm, we named him sam, he is long since dead from my arm, but I passed him on to david and now david has sam2
44. I treat my puppies as if they were my kids
45. I have an obsession with shoes....I love them in a not normal way
46. I suck hardcore at keeping secrets, because there are very few things that I wouldnt tell about myself
47. I dont make friends with girls easily, Im always judging them...girls are so catty....
48. I love living in texas but I hate texas's political ideals....I wish we were blue
49. My favorite part of my body is my feet....I think they are cute
50. Some times I like just walking around the house taking random pictures of things.....its enjoyable
51. I spend too much money on too much stuff that I dont need
52. I dont want to grow up (Im a toys-r-us kid, theres a million toys at toys-r-us that I can play with)
53. I would love, I mean LOVE to be a stand up comedian, but I dont think Im funny enough
54. I truely believe that Tivo is the one of the best inventions ever!
55. sometimes I wish I could be a guy for like a whole day, just to see what it is like, Im interested
56. Im honestly happy with my body and my body image, which I think is a rare find in todays world
57. Thats not to say I wouldnt change anything if I could
58. I have four really big fears:
59. Not being able to have kids
60. Drowning
61. not being able to provide for my family
62. and moths...they freak the shit outta me
63. I am easily start struck, like this one time, we were on our way back from san francisco and our flight was from SF to alberquerque and Ryder Strong was on our plane. I know right you have no idea who that is, he was in such great hits as boy meets world and that is it. But I had seen him on tv and now I was seeing him in person and it was one of the coolest things I have ever experienced, I wonder what would happen if I actually met someone really famous.
64. I think that a lot of healthy food actually doesnt taste too bad
65. my boyfriend talks in his sleep "thats some fucked up shit"
66. I like to pretend that I dont know very much
67. but I actually am pretty well educated
68. I havent had a hair cut in 4 years
69. Im addicted to the game minesweeper, I hate that I cant go 5 minutes without playing it and I think I need some help
70. I have a really hard time making eye contact with people I feel I dont know very well. I will always focus on there nose or eyebrows because it is less uncomfortable than looking them straight in the eye
71. I however, always make extended eye contact with my teachers or people who are speaking(like publicly)
72. I pick my scabs
73. I wont stop scratching if somethin itches
74. I hate, no loathe, going to the gas station, there is nothing I hate more than filling my car up with gas not to mention all the creepy people that go to gas stations
75. I like to poke holes in things, jeans, shirts, curtains, paper, couch cushions, lots of stuff
76. I hate writing in my textbooks, I think it clutters up the already crowed pages and it makes it more difficult to read
77. I hate buying used books because I always get the book of the person that didnt know shit in the class and doesnt know how to highlight, or they use an obnoxious color that hurts the eyes
78. I have worn glasses/contacts everyday of my life since I was 7
79. I get really intense pounding headaches when I dont get adequate sleep the first time this happened to me I was in 9th grade and I swore up and down I had a brain tumor
80. I am a self-diagnosis queen, I have diagnosed myself with many a different ailments that I still believe are true
81. I cant stand doctors, of any kind, they make you wait in a stupid uncomfortable room and then poke around on various parts of your body for 20 minutes and then charge you a million dollars.
82. If I lived closer to Canada I would go there to have my baby
83. I think that my head is too small for my body
84. I think that donuts are one of the grossest foods known to mankind
85. I truly believe that every man, woman and child is equal and should be treated as such
86. I have only been out to the clubs three times since I turned 18, two of those times I was kickin it at the gay clubs
87. I usually get what I want from my parents but I dont think Im spoiled
88. My first car was an 02 VW Bug, I had an accident about 4 months after I got that car, I complained every day after I got it back about how I hated my car and wanted a new one, I got in another accident a year later, I totalled the bug and I was left to drive dads car, an '03 VW Passat, I have never wanted my bug back so badly. Goes to show you always want what you cant have
89. Every semester I say that I want to be a better student, and go to class and get everything done, and then, when the semester starts, I dont do any of what I say I will and end up skipping too much class and making average grades
90. I dont like the way I sound when I laugh, I sound like a retarded hyena
91. I have a serious problem with going to class...I just dont do it, I dont know how to stop not going to school
92. I have a cell phone, an email adress, lots of modern "conviences" and I really dont like most of them, I never have my cell phone with me and if I do, it is dead, I never check my email, maybe 3 times a week, I just dont think they are that helpful.....but I do love Tivo and my Computer
93. I hate it when people ask me if I want to be a teacher, you dont have to major in english to be a teacher....I DO NOT WANT TO BE A TEACHER.....not that there is anything wrong with ot
94. I live to quote movies, tv shows, songs, all sorts of shit....I think of it as a fun game, whats that from?
95. I do not think there is anything wrong with porn, or strip clubs or other forms of expression that "opress women" because if they didnt want to do it, they wouldnt....if I was hot enough I would...shoot!
96. I think that enforcing the speed limit is such a waste of tax payers money... cause catching someone going 10 over the speed limit is waaaay more important than getting that rapist
97. I love, and still believe that I am living in the 90's
98. I hate doing house work, now, I realize most people dont enjoy doing house work, but I will probably never feel the need to get it done, I have no problem living in filth
99. If it was guarenteed that I wouldnt go to jail, there are people I would kill, so prison is a deterrent..good job criminal justice system!!
100. I want more than anything to be on the Price Is Right
so since everybody else has some sort of list, and my friend ang is starting her "100 facts about me list", I thought I would start mine off with
1. I conform, I can only do it if someone else is doing it
2. Currently most of the clothes I buy are drap green...I think I look good in it
3. When I start feeling unoriginal I dye my hair
4. Im going to school, trying to obtain a degree in English with a specialization in creative writing
5. I want one day to live in the two story four bedroom, white picket fence with 2.4 kids american dream
6. I have only worked one job my entire life and Im starting on year 4
7. Im ALWAYS TIRED....never am I not tired
8. I lllloooooooove me some movies...I could not do anything all day except watch movies and eat and I would feel like I have accomplished something
9. I believe that homosexuals should be allowed to marry
10. I have this thing where I cant stand the way it sounds or feels when two things rub togther
11. I hate it when my bed sheets are messed up, like corners off the mattress or the top sheet is sideways, pillows in the wrong places...Im very anal when it comes to my bed sheets
12. I have a bald headed fetish
13. I loooove Bruce Willis
14. I seriously think that my day of birth is one of the most important days out of the entire year, and I think it is justifiable to say so
15. I think that ketchup is the best condement
16. I love my iPod and it is an old school one....cause Im hardcore
17. I hate telemarketers, and like I know they are just doing their jobs but seriously...I hate them and I think it is funny when david fucks with them....I dont have the balls(metaphorically speaking) to do stuff like that
18. I love target. If you cant find it at target then you probably dont need it.
19. I am an animal lover.
20. I name stray animals and become emotionally attatched and then I get really upset when I cant take them in, I usually cry
21. I like cold weather, but not rainy and I hate the snow...I just like it cold
22. I understand that people are entitled to their own opinions but I think that most peoples opinions are stupid and wrong
23. Our country could have done so much better than Dubya
24. I am a sunglasses whore....I love sunglasses
25. I like to touch Ang
26. My favorite band of all time is incubus
27. Im very OC about public restrooms, I can use any stall in a public restroom except the 3rd, 5th or 7th
28. I really want to become a vegetarian but I like meat...waaaaaay to much
29. I want to move to San Francisco, New Orleans, New York, or South France
30. I feel too grown up at 21
31. I want a bird, like a parrot, that can talk to me. I think that would be really cool
32. I hate that we have reached the point in our relationship where he feels comfortable farting in front of me
33. I got braces, for the first time when I was 19
34. Im getting them off at age 21
35. When Im writing, I keep either a dictionary website open or an actual dictionary because Im a horrible speller and I use the same words over and over
36. I mix up numbers, like you tell me the adress is 3154 and I will remember it as 1345...yeah it gets confusing
37. I think I deserve to win the lottery cause there is alot of stuff that I really want to buy
38. I would also give some of the money to charity
39. I wish me and my sister were closer
40. I spend entirely too much time in front of the tv, it was the best babysitter I ever had
41. I really dont see the point in showering everyday, so I dont
42. Customers bug me
43. I had a ring worm growing on my arm, we named him sam, he is long since dead from my arm, but I passed him on to david and now david has sam2
44. I treat my puppies as if they were my kids
45. I have an obsession with shoes....I love them in a not normal way
46. I suck hardcore at keeping secrets, because there are very few things that I wouldnt tell about myself
47. I dont make friends with girls easily, Im always judging them...girls are so catty....
48. I love living in texas but I hate texas's political ideals....I wish we were blue
49. My favorite part of my body is my feet....I think they are cute
50. Some times I like just walking around the house taking random pictures of things.....its enjoyable
51. I spend too much money on too much stuff that I dont need
52. I dont want to grow up (Im a toys-r-us kid, theres a million toys at toys-r-us that I can play with)
53. I would love, I mean LOVE to be a stand up comedian, but I dont think Im funny enough
54. I truely believe that Tivo is the one of the best inventions ever!
55. sometimes I wish I could be a guy for like a whole day, just to see what it is like, Im interested
56. Im honestly happy with my body and my body image, which I think is a rare find in todays world
57. Thats not to say I wouldnt change anything if I could
58. I have four really big fears:
59. Not being able to have kids
60. Drowning
61. not being able to provide for my family
62. and moths...they freak the shit outta me
63. I am easily start struck, like this one time, we were on our way back from san francisco and our flight was from SF to alberquerque and Ryder Strong was on our plane. I know right you have no idea who that is, he was in such great hits as boy meets world and that is it. But I had seen him on tv and now I was seeing him in person and it was one of the coolest things I have ever experienced, I wonder what would happen if I actually met someone really famous.
64. I think that a lot of healthy food actually doesnt taste too bad
65. my boyfriend talks in his sleep "thats some fucked up shit"
66. I like to pretend that I dont know very much
67. but I actually am pretty well educated
68. I havent had a hair cut in 4 years
69. Im addicted to the game minesweeper, I hate that I cant go 5 minutes without playing it and I think I need some help
70. I have a really hard time making eye contact with people I feel I dont know very well. I will always focus on there nose or eyebrows because it is less uncomfortable than looking them straight in the eye
71. I however, always make extended eye contact with my teachers or people who are speaking(like publicly)
72. I pick my scabs
73. I wont stop scratching if somethin itches
74. I hate, no loathe, going to the gas station, there is nothing I hate more than filling my car up with gas not to mention all the creepy people that go to gas stations
75. I like to poke holes in things, jeans, shirts, curtains, paper, couch cushions, lots of stuff
76. I hate writing in my textbooks, I think it clutters up the already crowed pages and it makes it more difficult to read
77. I hate buying used books because I always get the book of the person that didnt know shit in the class and doesnt know how to highlight, or they use an obnoxious color that hurts the eyes
78. I have worn glasses/contacts everyday of my life since I was 7
79. I get really intense pounding headaches when I dont get adequate sleep the first time this happened to me I was in 9th grade and I swore up and down I had a brain tumor
80. I am a self-diagnosis queen, I have diagnosed myself with many a different ailments that I still believe are true
81. I cant stand doctors, of any kind, they make you wait in a stupid uncomfortable room and then poke around on various parts of your body for 20 minutes and then charge you a million dollars.
82. If I lived closer to Canada I would go there to have my baby
83. I think that my head is too small for my body
84. I think that donuts are one of the grossest foods known to mankind
85. I truly believe that every man, woman and child is equal and should be treated as such
86. I have only been out to the clubs three times since I turned 18, two of those times I was kickin it at the gay clubs
87. I usually get what I want from my parents but I dont think Im spoiled
88. My first car was an 02 VW Bug, I had an accident about 4 months after I got that car, I complained every day after I got it back about how I hated my car and wanted a new one, I got in another accident a year later, I totalled the bug and I was left to drive dads car, an '03 VW Passat, I have never wanted my bug back so badly. Goes to show you always want what you cant have
89. Every semester I say that I want to be a better student, and go to class and get everything done, and then, when the semester starts, I dont do any of what I say I will and end up skipping too much class and making average grades
90. I dont like the way I sound when I laugh, I sound like a retarded hyena
91. I have a serious problem with going to class...I just dont do it, I dont know how to stop not going to school
92. I have a cell phone, an email adress, lots of modern "conviences" and I really dont like most of them, I never have my cell phone with me and if I do, it is dead, I never check my email, maybe 3 times a week, I just dont think they are that helpful.....but I do love Tivo and my Computer
93. I hate it when people ask me if I want to be a teacher, you dont have to major in english to be a teacher....I DO NOT WANT TO BE A TEACHER.....not that there is anything wrong with ot
94. I live to quote movies, tv shows, songs, all sorts of shit....I think of it as a fun game, whats that from?
95. I do not think there is anything wrong with porn, or strip clubs or other forms of expression that "opress women" because if they didnt want to do it, they wouldnt....if I was hot enough I would...shoot!
96. I think that enforcing the speed limit is such a waste of tax payers money... cause catching someone going 10 over the speed limit is waaaay more important than getting that rapist
97. I love, and still believe that I am living in the 90's
98. I hate doing house work, now, I realize most people dont enjoy doing house work, but I will probably never feel the need to get it done, I have no problem living in filth
99. If it was guarenteed that I wouldnt go to jail, there are people I would kill, so prison is a deterrent..good job criminal justice system!!
100. I want more than anything to be on the Price Is Right
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